Lost Day

UPDATE:
I finally got through to him and like I was suspecting we aren't meeting up anymore. Over the past year things have gotten weird between us. We use to do stuff a lot more, and hang out, but ever since it happened he keeps cancelling plans and backing out at the last minute. It's getting out of hand in my opinion. He has said in the past he feels guilty about how he has been a crap friend over the last while and how he's sorry for it, but he keeps doing it which ticks me off. He back out of our plans tomorrow with the chipmunk, but I think me and her are still on. The worst part is that I had a feeling this was all going to get screwed over from the get-go but I just let myself get excited about it all. I keep saying I should just stop talking to him and become better friends with more loyal people, but I can't. I'm addicted to him and he's my crack. Why do I just keep letting myself get sucked into this all? It's all my fault in the end. Only the plus side though, I've gotten plans for tonight with chipmunk. It's not the same, but at least I'm not sitting around my house, getting depressed about this all.

I'm supposed to meet up with him today. He was supposed to give me a time sometime. He showed up on MSN around 4:00am but went offline before I could message him. I send him an e-mail saying to call me, but surprise surprise, no call. No one is picking up the phone @ his place so I'm not sure what's going to happen. I want to meet up with him before he heads back south to his new place, but I don't want to sit around all day doing nothing.